I began college

It is eating my life.

In other news, no one really reads this thing.

And no one I know has a blogger.

But

Meh

I'll still update so someday I'll have somewhere on the net to look at.

Drama abounds

So today, one of my e-friends who I never talk to logged on to bother me about something or another that was... Well, I didn't find it too nice at all, really. I mean, what we were talking about was Gaia art, a subject I seem to know a lot about.

The problem is is that she didn't even have a conversation with me. She logs in, like, once a month on AIM to talk to me, and yet the last three or four times it's been just questions or wanting something or some other stupid shit like that. We never actually talk, it's pretty much that she always logs on to ask me questions and leaves. About right after I had given her the information she wanted she up and logged off on me. I mean, at least when I want something from somebody, I make an effort to talk to them a little bit with it instead of just getting what I want and then ditching them.

Rude.

In other news, tomorrow I go to see my advisor at college to register my classes! And only three more weeks until I graduate from my hellhole of a high school! ;D

And therein lies just another thing to bitch about. A friend of mine, who I'll call dramafag and who was one of the guys involved in the last entry, AKA the second friend, seems to think everything in the damn world is a competition. I swear to God. He apparently took the math placement test, logged on to tell me what he got [a pretty bad grade, in all truthfulness], and then he went on to say he was going to have an impromptu meeting with an advisor tomorrow and that he was skipping school for it [great idea, btw, since your grades are so high and you can afford to miss school e.e]. Then he asked what time I was going, and when he discovered I was actually making the visit later than he was, he went all 'HAHA I'M GOING BEFORE YOU I COULD GET THE LAST SPOT IN A CLASS YOU WANT LOLOL XD'. Which I found rude and a little stupid, to be honest. So I fired back by informing him that I was going to the Honors courses- which, I admit, was sort of low since he really wanted to get into the Honors college and didn't have the grades for it. Oh well, he started it. :p

By the way, I hate people who use the 'xD' emote.

In fact, there's a lot I can say about dramafag. He just an overall... Really, really annoying person. If it isn't one thing, it's another with him, to be honest. First, I'll cover the topic of his stories. He likes to write a lot of stories- of course, none of the ideas are ever his own- no, he gets most of his plot points from Final Fantasy and can't invent a true character to save his life so bases all of his characters off of his friends and then, because of his writing inability makes them completely unrecognizable and has them do things his real friends would never do. So today he told me that he was going to write a play because it seems 'easier' than writing a story. And I had a problem with this simply because I was never aware that writing was too difficult of a thing to do and, if I wasn't mistaken, writing shouldn't be something to pursue just because it's easy. It's fairly apparent he has no idea what goes into writing a play. ... And yet again he has a character based on me- one that is 37, a widow or something, and has absolutely no ties to my real personality at all.

Meh, no problem. He'll probably quit in a day or two anyway.

Another problem I have with dramafag is actually not a problem of mine but something that another friend has to deal with. See, this other friend is in the unfortunate circumstance of having dramafag having a huge, creepy, obsessive crush on him [I mentioned that dramafag was gay, right? I hope the 'fag' part of his name gave the hint]. Unfortunately, this other friend is very straight, and vehement about his straightness. Unfortunately for him, dramafag has selective listening, doesn't understand the word 'no', and likes to further make the situation awkward and uncomfortable. Recently, dramafag has been getting into bringing out his strange fat furry fetishes out into public and has been- quite often- telling this friend he has a crush on to gain weight. Not even once in a while, either. I've not witnessed it myself, but this friend says he does it all the damn time, so I tend to believe him. Any talks with dramafag to get this shit to stop has fallen on deaf ears, though.

This leads to a lot of tension, understandably.

These two are almost always fighting... Well, maybe I shouldn't say 'fighting'. Maybe it's more appropriate to say that the friend is pissed with dramafag a lot and dramafag has absolutely no idea that what he is doing is beginning to serious mess up relations with this guy- any and all of them. He should just accept the fact that there's not a chance, that you can't turn someone gay, and that talking about his fetishes and pushing them on people is creepy, weird, and the reason that he has very few real-life friends. And even then, I think that none of these friends really like him. Most of the time I don't. :/

Friends can be stupid sometimes.

Apparently, I fail.

An unheard of assertion, yes? After all, how could I, the great Rheah, fail? 'Tis blasphemy... Yes, I'm very aware of the fact that I sound like a big-headed moron, and I'll have the people reading this- who I am sure number maybe in the single-digits, that I try to be safely modest.

Besides, the only thing I fail at is Calc. And that has been fixed.

Anyhow, onto the story. Things will be color-coded to allow sense.

A while ago, I had planned to go to an anime convention with a few friends of mine. It was supposed to be this Saturday, and to be perfectly honest, this was not something that I had ever really been serious about- nor had it been anything that I had really pushed. It was merely a suggestion that I had made that I had never honestly made into something bigger than a 'Maybe we can do this, it'll be fun'.

So, about last week, on Friday I would wager, I told the one person who seemed to be really into this whole thing that I would not be able to go, but I didn't explain myself for it. He asked, and I told him that I really don't have the money to do it, and that my interest in anime has been waning daily for a long time, and that I honestly wasn't that up for it anymore. That did not seem to be something he could understand, and I'm not sure if he even got that message since he never signs in- we never see eachother in real life so our main means of communication is the internet [I will get to this in the moment].

So I log onto AIM today, and I'm invited into a chat with him and the second friend who was going to go. Four of us were actually planning on going, but I told the third person yesterday and she didn't seem to care one way or the other. I explained the situation, that I didn't have the money to afford going and that I'm not really into anime anymore and that the ten dollars I currently have to my name is going to my Dad's birthday present, but jokingly I suggested that hey, if they wanted to pay my way in, then I'd go. They actually agreed to it.

So we were making plans to go because that had been decided on when I remembered a very important point: Dad's birthday is on Tuesday, and because he can't take off work then, we're going to celebrate on Saturday. I said that, someone suggested Sunday. I said I wasn't up for it, but as well a second wrench was thrown into the equation- another friend has a huge Battle of the Bands competition on Sunday, and that is something that cannot be missed. Well, except by me because I don't have a ticket, but the second friend would not miss that for the entire world.

All hell broke loose.

Wait, it was mostly Friend #1 throwing an enormous bitchfit about it. Apparently, because of all of this it "felt like his life was falling apart", and that because 'RHEAH IS FAILING' the entire thing is ruined. HE EVEN TOOK A DAY OFF OF WORK WAHWAHWAH!

The ironic thing about this is really how much he fails. If I remember correctly, because of his oh-so SUPER IMPORTANT JOB ANSWERING TELEPHONES AT PIZZA HUT HOMG!!!111 he has not been able to do a single thing with our group of friends since 2007. He has missed birthday parties and all number of fun things the group does together because his minimum wage job is FAR MORE IMPORTANT to him than anything else, but because I have my Dad's birthday to celebrate I'm the one who fails? I'm sorry, but when it comes to family versus friends who put everything else off for their job, family is going to win.

It's especially ironic because he didn't even consider the possibility of- gasp!- going without me. There was still at least one person willing to go to the damned thing that he couldn't have gone with so no, I was not the person who ruined it. He was, to be honest, because now, after his gigantic tantrum, I wouldn't go even if I had nothing planned.

Unfortunately, he stormed off of the interwebs in a fit, but if he was here, I would have just one thing to say to him:

Grow the fuck up.

First post!

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